Thursday, November 1, 2012

Thursday, November 1st, 2012.

Happy November!!

I've been thinking about blogging daily from now on. A lot of things have been going through my mind lately. Blogging seems to be the way to let it all out.

First of all, I just need to say how lucky I am to be in the crazy fangirl group for Allstar Weekend, Hollywood Ending, The After Party, and Before You Exit. The people who I talk to that love these amazing bands are like sisters to me. I know that if I'm going through something, they can help me. And I'll be there for them whenever they're going through something that they need help with. No matter how big or how small, I'd spend my whole day trying to cheer any one of them up.

Just this morning, I asked my friend Amanda if I could use her phone to watch a couple Hollywood Ending videos. She let me and I sat on her couch absolutely mesmerized in her phone as I watched them cover "Wanted" by Hunter Hayes and "Beauty And A Beat" by Justin Bieber. Whenever I watch their cover of "Wanted" I tear up a little bit each time. It's mostly happy tears for how talented Tyler, Chris, Dan, and Cameron are. They've come so far from when they were on N.B.T.

As I'm writing this, I'm in school and writing during my free time. So, I just got out of lunch and I got in  a bad mood again (just because of my surroundings) so I asked Amanda if I could use her phone again. To my surprise, she let me! I watched the two Hollywood Ending covers I watched this morning and watched Before You Exit's cover of "Some Nights" by Fun. and their mashup of Justin Bieber's "As Long As You Love Me" and "Beauty And A Beat." I'm obviously in a good mood again because of those amazing guys. They could make me happy (or at least smile) at ANY time. They always make me feel better.

I have another thin to talk about, also. Allstar Weekend is announcing the five winners of the Allstar Weekend Bundle. I'm asking everyone to cross their fingers for me. It would mean so much if I was one of the winners. I have like 0.0002% chance of getting picked though. I have some of the worst luck in the world. But I must have some pretty good luck to be in the most amazing fangirl group in the universe. If I do win the bundle pack, I'd be so happy I'd probably cry from all the happiness.

Okay, I'm almost doe making you read. One more thing. There's this guy I like. ONLY LIKE. Not love. It's nothing more than a crush. I've been wanting to talk about this with someone for a long time. I've told my mom and step dad that I have a crush on someone. They know his first name (which I'm not saying). They don't really care if I like someone because I made it pretty clear that I don't want or need a boyfriend and 14 years old. It would just be nice to be this guy's friend. He talks to everyone BUT me. And some people may think he's shy and actually likes me... No. This boy is NOT shy... At all. I know I could probably never get him to like me... He doesn't need to. Because I do NOT want a boyfriend. Not right now anyways... So the reason why I don't think he could like me is because he's popular and talks to EVERYONE (except me) and some-what "flirts" with so many girls. I'm a nerd and I don't think I'm at all his type. But hey... Being a nerd is too much to give up for a guy I JUST have a crush on. Being a nerd involves watching all the amazing TV shows I've discovered and making some of the most amazing friends I have to this day.

Thanks for reading this very long blog. You rock! I might be blogging everyday from now on. I may miss a few days though. They probably won't be this long. And by the way, this blog took me all 8 hours of school to write. When I wasn't writing, I was thinking about what I would be writing.

Again, thanks for being awesome and reading this blog.

Stay Updated!

~Megg.<3

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